Saturday, February 25, 2012

Can I say that sometimes I just feel down.....

You know I try to hold it all together...  and for the most part I do a good job of it... and I always just try to be positive.  It's just sometimes I am week and I just can't feel good.  Sometimes I just try and try with no avail and the sadness creeps in.  You will never see me complain on here, my life is grand you know and you will always see me on facebook cracking jokes, wanting praises for a job well done etc just like the rest of us all.  Just today I felt the need to remind myself and others that I am human too. Things that other people do affects me, things I do affects me.   I feel pain just as much as the next person. People need to remember that.  I am a sensitive soul.

  This morning is one of those morning, actually this week has been one of those weeks.  I put a frowny face on facebook today but had to erase it within 5 minutes because I just couldn't or didn't want people to  know that I am sad.   Life pulls you in many directions... it has pulled me in many...it has pulled you in  many.   It just pulls, and life is not perfect and sometimes just plain sucks!   Dealing with the not so perfect part of life is hard.  You try and try and try...... you try to make the best of things, but sometimes I just want to break down and cry to be comforted.   I bet everyone knows exactly how I feel don't you?

The thing is the important part is you never give up no matter what life offers you.... the good, the bad, and the extremely ugly.  It's just the way it is and its the way I AM.

anyways thought I would share my feelings today.... just to get them out.

1 comment:

StraightAs said...

Sorry you're feeling sad. Hugs to you!